I commented on a post at Scott's sysblog earlier in which he thought it would be good to get back to the interest he once had in writing a book. I commented that I was happy to hear he had found a renewed interest in that, and that I thought I was unable to do something like that. I still don't feel like am a writer of the necessary caliber to get published, but Scott seems to think I am. I am a tad confused about a few things in his reply, but he seems to think I am a good enough writer to do something professionally. If he was going based on this blog, well, I am honored. I do this not for the accolades as a writer, but as a way to put my thoughts and opinions out there for the world to read.
As I told Scott in my reply to his, I thank him for his belief in me but because of my own disabilities(ADHD) I cannot concentrate on anything long enough to finish much, and frequently end up dropping projects half done. That is why I was happy there was not much extra stuff needed for the dealership site, had I gotten it, because I would have likely gotten bored with it(sometime after the money was spent). I cannot read technical stuff, as I have mentioned before, and find it nearly impossible to remember anything I read for more then a few minutes. Ritalin has been suggested to me, but as before I refuse to even consider such a thing. I don't do illegal drugs, so why would I take a prescription drug with the same chemical constituency of cocaine? Thought so.
as I just told Scott, I will look into writing professionally when I have more time to look for a subject and writing partner to write with. Without both I will not even consider a venture of writing a book. I just couldn't handle the burden of writing a failure without someone to share the disappointment with. Besides, I still don't think I have the technical knowledge or writing skill to do it. I guess I just need someone to prove it to me. Scott points to, apparently, my blog(and maybe my Geek's World site) as proof I can write, but I only see the ramblings of a bitter geek. I guess I am especially hard on myself, while thinking the best of those I know. *Yawn* I need sleep.